Last weekend was a great one! One of Alice's best friend from high school, Trevor, who is living in Kimberly SA came to visit for the weekend and we made the most of it. Went to another City Lads (the women's soccer team here) game, had a braii with a bunch of the grassroots soccer interns we are friends with/some South Africans, and then went out dancing. We had a slow Sunday morning and spent the rest of the day lounging on the beach with the same group.
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Part of our group out Saturday night |
After an enjoyable weekend, it was back to school Monday only to be met by a large handful of frustrations. I'll try to hit the highlights:
- Some background info: there was a national labour strike last Wednesday which meant we had no school, teachers were a large part of this strike- many of them are not getting paid so they either don't show up to school or only teach when we want to.
- I very much understand their frustration, but it is so difficult to see many of the teachers relaxing in the teachers lounge while their students run around all day without an instructor. The other day a teacher forgot her key to her classroom and basically dumped her classes into our library any period we weren't scheduled to teach. She told us she would come back to "babysit" them if we needed it. It was more than frustrating to hear her describe her job as "babysitting".
- That same day, two of our senior boy prefects began explaining to me their "plan". They explained that they haven't had a history teacher in 3 weeks so they have been doing their best to teach themselves out of their book. When I asked if none of the grade 12s had a history teacher, they responded none of the grade 11s did either. Their plan is to start an after school club to teach the grade 11s some of the material they learned last year. They explained that the grade 11s not only had no teacher, but no books either, and so they could at least help teach them what they learned last year so that when a new teacher came they wouldn't be too far behind. It was moving and heartbreaking at the same time to learn about these boys who not only had to teach themselves history, but were trying to help their younger peers as well.
Today was the icing on the cake. A few of the teachers/department heads have made it clear they have no trust in their students to handle anything of value. As I have mentioned before, our prefects run the entire library. They check out books, collect fines, oversee laptop use, enforce rules, and as a result in our eyes, have a great amount of trust and responsibility. However, much of the staff does not see the dedication they put into the library on a day to day basis. Yesterday, the staff decided to have an unannounced meeting in our office despite the fact we had promised the grade 12s (mostly of which were our prefects) that we would stay after school to help them with an assignment on the laptops. Long story short, we moved next door, the key to that room went missing, and as of this morning it was immediately blamed on the prefects (despite the fact that Alice and I said it was very much our fault). One administrator proceeded to rip into them for their lack of responsibility, claimed they are only prefects to "show off" but what they do isn't actually important, that yes, they painted/rebuilt the library with the ETAs last year, but anyone could do that (these kids were there for every step of the renovations last year), and that they shouldn't be wasting their time in the library when they should be studying for the matric exam. They came into the office, took off their badges, and many began crying. At this point, Alice and I were unaware of what exactly had happened, but seeing these kids who have given their life to this library over the last year and half and wouldn't take a thing from it so upset hurt us pretty deep. Alice and I spent the next hour chasing down various administrators trying to get the stories straight, defending the prefects, and trying get communication on the same page. We ended up back in our office with a desk full of prefect badges, including Melissa's "Head Prefect" badge that I don't think I've ever seen her not wearing, weekends and school days alike, and just started crying. We felt so helpless in a situation where all we wanted to do was stand for up them, but don't have the power to change the perceptions of the administration. The day ended when the after school program came to unlock the classroom we had been using yesterday (the one that the prefects "stole" the key from), and the key was hanging on the inside of the door. It had gotten locked in the classroom. We were jubilant and angry at the same time. The day was a roller coaster of emotions, but certainly brought us (the prefects, Alice, and I) closer as a group. This week has revealed to us some of the larger systemic issues we will be facing this year and has got us thinking quickly about how to work productively with a system and cultural mindset that works quite differently than our own.
Here's to getting over the Wednesday hump and hopes for a more glass-half-full Thursday, cheers!